One month from tomorrow. I'll be married again. That is just so strange to me. I can't believe it's almost here, and I won't be single anymore! (not that I really am now!)
I have thoroughly enjoyed being single, besides the financial aspects. I have changed and grown in so many ways. Before, I thought I'd just die if I was alone. I wasn't sure I could do it. But I did it. House repairs, yard work, bills, managing the kids.... I did it all, and I think I did it well. I have learned that I absolutely CAN stand on my own two feet, and can take care of myself. Sure, it will be wonderful to be fully committed to someone to help with all of that, and allow him to take care of me as well, but it feels great to know that I've done it. I'm not the same person. I like to think I'm more confident, more of a problem solver, and more conscientious about what really matters in life.
All that being said, I'm very excited about the wedding. Shannon's wedding was Saturday, and it just brought my own wedding more to light. It's all so real now. Very, very exciting. I can't wait to look down the aisle, see Tony at the end of it, and be surrounded by all of our friends and family. Such a comforting thought.
My Happy Lil Family
Monday, June 30, 2008
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
"Knot Just Yet" bachelorette parties- DO NOT USE THEM
I have had a HORRIBLE experience with this company. Do not use them. EVER EVER EVER.
The person I used, Eddie, lied to me over the phone over and over, his latest lie being that he will refund me $500. I was supposed to have it by June 20. It's now the 24th, and guess what....he's "unreachable". I spent almost 2K with this jerk for Shannon's party, and got a service worth about $300, plus a limo. I'm sure the limo was $400 or so, but what happened to the rest of the money?? This company is awful. I have filed with the Better Business Bureau and want to take him to court. What a complete waste of money.
The person I used, Eddie, lied to me over the phone over and over, his latest lie being that he will refund me $500. I was supposed to have it by June 20. It's now the 24th, and guess what....he's "unreachable". I spent almost 2K with this jerk for Shannon's party, and got a service worth about $300, plus a limo. I'm sure the limo was $400 or so, but what happened to the rest of the money?? This company is awful. I have filed with the Better Business Bureau and want to take him to court. What a complete waste of money.
Remember what I wanted?
I wanted to stand on a beach somewhere. Nice long flowy dress. Rent a beach house for a week or two. Have everyone there. Hear the ocean in the background. Get married at dusk.
Tony wanted a big wedding. "If we have a big wedding, I'll help do everything 50-50".
Ummmm remember that?
Suddenly, "helping" is making a payment here and there, and giving opinions about things after they've been decided. When asked, it's "you know I really don't care" until later.
Tonight, he tells me he wants the groomsmen in a particular order-- his two brothers have to stand next to each other. Doesn't matter how tall they are. Doesn't matter how it'll look from the pews. I've asked him before who he wanted to walk with whom and he said he didn't care.
It's so frustrating. Seriously. I told him fine- to call Zhan (who is writing a program and running the show that day) and tell him...get involved. He won't. That's my job apparently. GRRRRRRRRR
Tony wanted a big wedding. "If we have a big wedding, I'll help do everything 50-50".
Ummmm remember that?
Suddenly, "helping" is making a payment here and there, and giving opinions about things after they've been decided. When asked, it's "you know I really don't care" until later.
Tonight, he tells me he wants the groomsmen in a particular order-- his two brothers have to stand next to each other. Doesn't matter how tall they are. Doesn't matter how it'll look from the pews. I've asked him before who he wanted to walk with whom and he said he didn't care.
It's so frustrating. Seriously. I told him fine- to call Zhan (who is writing a program and running the show that day) and tell him...get involved. He won't. That's my job apparently. GRRRRRRRRR
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
We have gotten 10 replies back so far for our wedding RSVPs. It's so exciting! I love rushing home every day to check the mail. So far, all "yes" but I guess no one would rush to mail in a "no".
I can't wait til this school year is over. I still need to copy my report cards, organize all of my cumulative files, and finish cleaning up my room. I want to be checking out of there by 10 am on Friday! Then I can move on to the fun stuff.
Think about me.... I'm still a big wreck thinking about Mason's graduation Wednesday night, and the infamous walk down the hall. I don't want to cry hysterically and have everyone looking at me, and embarass Mason, but I can't even talk about it without crying. Not sure how I'm going to get thru it without falling apart. I keep telling myself it's really silly- he's not going to middle school tomorrow or anything. He will be with me all summer, and every morning next year he will catch the bus from BPES to get to Stonewall. I guess it will just be so strange not seeing him throughout the day next school year. Time for my baby to stretch his wings and enjoy some independence. Doesn't mean I have to like it though.
I can't wait til this school year is over. I still need to copy my report cards, organize all of my cumulative files, and finish cleaning up my room. I want to be checking out of there by 10 am on Friday! Then I can move on to the fun stuff.
Think about me.... I'm still a big wreck thinking about Mason's graduation Wednesday night, and the infamous walk down the hall. I don't want to cry hysterically and have everyone looking at me, and embarass Mason, but I can't even talk about it without crying. Not sure how I'm going to get thru it without falling apart. I keep telling myself it's really silly- he's not going to middle school tomorrow or anything. He will be with me all summer, and every morning next year he will catch the bus from BPES to get to Stonewall. I guess it will just be so strange not seeing him throughout the day next school year. Time for my baby to stretch his wings and enjoy some independence. Doesn't mean I have to like it though.
Saturday, June 7, 2008
Crazy crazy busy....
Life lately has been so..... hectic and stressful.
1. The weekend away in DC was eye-opening in many ways. I won't elaborate here, but suffice to say there was some drama. It's all taken care of now, but it just wasn't fun for a little while. I loved being away though, relaxing, dancing a little- just being me instead of mom, bride-to-be, teacher, etc. A nice change of pace. I'm so excited about my own weekend in Philly. I can't wait to go back to where we were engaged. I just love that city. I have so many wonderful memories there.
2. My classes are killing me. They are both kind of boring, but I LOVE one of the professors, so I enjoy hearing her talk. The other is so boring, so dry, and the professor is just very....intense. The assignments are a pain in the you know what, and a complete waste of time. But, I still work really hard because I want an A. Come June 19th, this class will be done, and I can just concentrate on the one I like until July 28.
3. Wedding...I'm super super excited. The invites went out thursday, and I can't wait to start getting those little cards back. The invitations were simply beautiful if I do say so myself. I thought they were just perfect. We are down to just odds and ends to take care of. I'm just so excited. I wish it was next weekend. I can't wait to stand up there, in front of everyone, and pour my heart out. Don't get me wrong...my wedding was really pretty the first time, but this time, I'm so much more sure of what I want and what I have in a partner. I'm also more confident, more outspoken, and I can't wait to publicly express how I feel about Tony. I hope it's just beautiful.
4. Tony started a new job this week. It's in DC, so he's getting up at 3 every morning, leaving the house at 3:40 AM to catch the vanshare at 4 am! He sleeps all the way up (2 hours) and then catches it back to Richmond about 3 pm. He's home by 5 or 5:30. He absolutely loves the job, and says he is "in his element". I still see a move for us in the future, although he says no- that he doesn't mind the commute. We will see I guess...only time (and money) will tell!
5. Mason's musical. It's been soooo much work for him. Twice a week, 2 hours each time. They performed Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday night, Friday night, and tonight. 5 performances. He danced (one of 4 boys chosen) a waltz with the sweet little girl he has a crush on. I swear, I've seen this dance probably 10 times now, and I get teary every.single.time I watch it, on video and in person! I am going to have to survive this upcoming week on xanax. He also sang a solo of "The Twist" and did such an amazing job. Now if I can just get thru graduation on Wednesday. It will definitely be a tear-fest for me. And that hall-walk on Thursday. Oh my gosh. I'm just going to be a puddle.
1. The weekend away in DC was eye-opening in many ways. I won't elaborate here, but suffice to say there was some drama. It's all taken care of now, but it just wasn't fun for a little while. I loved being away though, relaxing, dancing a little- just being me instead of mom, bride-to-be, teacher, etc. A nice change of pace. I'm so excited about my own weekend in Philly. I can't wait to go back to where we were engaged. I just love that city. I have so many wonderful memories there.
2. My classes are killing me. They are both kind of boring, but I LOVE one of the professors, so I enjoy hearing her talk. The other is so boring, so dry, and the professor is just very....intense. The assignments are a pain in the you know what, and a complete waste of time. But, I still work really hard because I want an A. Come June 19th, this class will be done, and I can just concentrate on the one I like until July 28.
3. Wedding...I'm super super excited. The invites went out thursday, and I can't wait to start getting those little cards back. The invitations were simply beautiful if I do say so myself. I thought they were just perfect. We are down to just odds and ends to take care of. I'm just so excited. I wish it was next weekend. I can't wait to stand up there, in front of everyone, and pour my heart out. Don't get me wrong...my wedding was really pretty the first time, but this time, I'm so much more sure of what I want and what I have in a partner. I'm also more confident, more outspoken, and I can't wait to publicly express how I feel about Tony. I hope it's just beautiful.
4. Tony started a new job this week. It's in DC, so he's getting up at 3 every morning, leaving the house at 3:40 AM to catch the vanshare at 4 am! He sleeps all the way up (2 hours) and then catches it back to Richmond about 3 pm. He's home by 5 or 5:30. He absolutely loves the job, and says he is "in his element". I still see a move for us in the future, although he says no- that he doesn't mind the commute. We will see I guess...only time (and money) will tell!
5. Mason's musical. It's been soooo much work for him. Twice a week, 2 hours each time. They performed Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday night, Friday night, and tonight. 5 performances. He danced (one of 4 boys chosen) a waltz with the sweet little girl he has a crush on. I swear, I've seen this dance probably 10 times now, and I get teary every.single.time I watch it, on video and in person! I am going to have to survive this upcoming week on xanax. He also sang a solo of "The Twist" and did such an amazing job. Now if I can just get thru graduation on Wednesday. It will definitely be a tear-fest for me. And that hall-walk on Thursday. Oh my gosh. I'm just going to be a puddle.
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